I spent yesterday and today at my friend John’s house. It was a great time. He had a whole bunch of people over and we relaxed, went out to eat, then had a couple of drinks back at his house. It was a good way to keep my mind off things. I feel like the more I lounge around, the more horrible I feel. Keeping busy helps me to focus on other things. Plus, it feels good to be around my friends again. When I was with “the bitch” it was something that scarcely happened. That was one of the reasons why we probably fought a lot. I guess she just didn’t give me enough room to be a guy.
It also seems like Mike wasn’t bullshitting. The girl from the party really seems to like me. I’m very surprised about that, considering I spent a large portion of the night puking and looking like a fool. Mike brought her along with some other girls and she was eyeballing me the whole night. She is amazingly good looking. I wonder what will happen.
I crashed at his house last night and when I got back home this afternoon, I got into a huge fight with the folks. Father started preaching to me all his crap about how I am going down the wrong path… blah. He pisses me off so much. He treats me like I am a two year old.
Lucky you your break up actually was good news.