My dad is driving me up the wall. It has come to the point where I don’t even want to be home anymore. I have been spending my time out of the house with my friends. It’s actually making things worse between me and him, but at the same time it is helping me avoid a confrontation. I honestly don’t care anymore. Ever since Lisa and I separated, I really don’t care about anything. I have been spending a lot of my time doing two things: thinking or getting wasted.
Katlyn seems to like me a lot. In fact, we are going to hang out tomorrow. I will probably take her out to a cafe or something. Afterwards, we are going to head over to John’s place. He is going to have a bunch of the guys and some girls over. Looks like it will be another night of me getting wasted out of my mind, like always.
I have yet to hear anything from Lisa. I don’t really want to talk to her, but at the same time she is always popping into my mind. I hope she is ok. I hope she is happy. It’s for the best, I guess.
Hi, I just wanted you to know that I’ve been reading Matt’s journal entries through the LJ daily writing comunity where you’ve been cross posting them and I think what you are doing here is really commendable. Both for fulfilling your friends wishes and for allowing us to see into his life knowing where this all leads, it makes reading these entries very touching in their normality and their uniqueness.
Sounds like you think too much just like me! Hang in there dude, it will all work out, eventually