Today I woke up with the biggest hangover. Last night I went to a party thrown by some of Aaron’s friends. It was a really good time. I tried hard to stay away from hard liquor because of my last couple of experiences which ended with me throwing up on everyone and everything. So this time I decided to just sit back and drink a few beers. I still got wrecked, but I guess it worked because I managed to keep my stomach contents inside of me.
That girl Katlyn was there and we were all over each other. At first it felt kind of awkward because I had no clue what to say to her. I am assuming she could tell I was a little nervous because I kept on stuttering. Now that I think of it, I must have looked like a jackass. I was asking some pretty stupid questions. Sometimes I feel like such an idiot. I actually asked her which bands she liked. How lame is that. Either way I guess I did something right because she spoke to me a lot. She seems to really like me.
We actually hooked up for a while. That was my first intimate moment with someone since “the bitch.” I was so nervous before we started making out. I could tell she wanted to, but I didn’t know how to go about doing it. I started drinking some “liquid courage” while talking to her so I could get the balls to move in. Between make out sessions, we drank more and more. I got so hammered that when I had her alone in some random room, I tried to take off her shirt. But unfortunately, I think I moved too quickly. Actually, I know I did because she grabbed my hands from the hem of her shirt and said “Slow down.”
Still, it was an all around good night. And I didn’t let “the bitch” bother me for one second. I guess I am really starting to move on. It feels great because I would have never imagined me getting away from that hideous feeling. I was kind of surprised because I would have never expected to do something like that so soon, especially going through what I did.
What also makes things better is I found out she is actually going at my school. She told me I better start calling her to hang out soon and how I still owed her that date that we never got to go on. God she is hot… And fun… And sweet… And… I could go on and on… I can’t wait to get back to school.
I actually have been spending the morning packing my stuff to move the dorm. And I need to get back to packing so I can get out of here already. Anything is better then being in this house, particularly when you have a gorgeous girl waiting for you.
